Ungrounded

For the past 3 weeks Ive been grounded for skipping school, which I will never do again, and I am free so I am going out with my BF and hanging out since we didn't get to hang out of our two month. I can't wait.

He doesn't know that I am a vampyre and Im not planning on telling him for quite awhile. I don't feel that spiritual bound or energy between us, which means I don't feel that I could ever feed off him. Is this bad? Is it telling me that I shouldn't be with him? IDK...but I seriously don't think that I would ever get to that stage in our relationship where I feel okay to feed on him.

Another thing since my awakening I haven't been horney or feel sexually active at all. Is this normal? IDK... I hope everything comes out of the fog soon.

With my "At School" post I said that I couldn't control my hunger. Well in the period after I posted that I pricked my fingure and started bleeding just alittle. I could smell is all the way from waist lenghth. I could never smell blood before that moment. It didn't really make me crave it but I did want it a little bit.

Well I wish that my blog was more popular with questions and stuff that I could maybe answer to the best of my experiences and research but I guess Ill have to wait for it to get more popular. Lol well my bf should be here soon.

Peace&Love,
ErosRyder