Dotors

9:10pm 12-11-08

Dear Everyone.

I went to the doctor. It was to see if I had A.D.D. He asked me if I ever had thoughts of killing people? I said no, but I have been having dreams of killing my friends and drinking their blood. I explained to him how I've been craving blood for the past month/month 1/2. Now that I went to a doctor for the physical aspects of this I also had a chance to talk to a doctor for the mental side of this.

Over this past month I realized so much. It's scary at the same time as normal. I would love to open a bar for vampyres. The purpose of the bar is to have a essential place to have vampyres meet. Have a haven for those ones starting out like me on this magnificent journey. I'm also going to be working on small project.

One think that I was researching is the myth of sun light. Sun light didn't start hurting vampires until "Nosferatu" came to the screen in the 1920'S. What I am wondering is how could sunlight weaken us when it was only brought to the big screen for the fitional film "Nosferatu".

I am always hungery. I think I going through a growth spurt again. I don't want to be fat!! lol Im am also thinking about only eating natural foods that haven't been chemically altered or processed. Well Im going nigh night.

Love,

Eros Ryder