Since I write everything down before I submit it online the next couple post are from last week. Enjoy
1:00 12-08-08
Dear Everyone,
Through my journey so far I realized that I might be a hybrid. I'm not convincing myself anything. I only realized this because of the way I fed off my cousin. I actually felt her energy being absorbed into me. This whole experience is really overwhelming. But I do have a support system. I found out that an online support system is the best. I haven't found a community near by.
I cam out to my friend. He was I think my jealous then supporting. I don't even know why he would be like that.
The way that I think that I feed is through peoples emotion. Ever since I can remember I ould channel peoples emotions and manipulate their emotion energy. But over the past month I been craving blood. It doesn't mean that I'm a vampyre, but I had a experience with my spiritual guides. they helped me realize some stuff about myself.
I Haven't fed from blood to tell you the truth. I'm a little scared to try it. Only because I don't want to get sick on to much.
Researching everything I believe that I'm going through a "Awakening". I have school in a couple hours I'm going to bed.
Love,
ErosRyder
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