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1/18/09
Awakening Vampire
Posted at 11:35 PM 1 comments
1/17/09
Jail again
Ok well my friend who just got out of jail just got back in and im so pissed at her. IDK we were at a store and she got caught stealing and she was just being stupid. IDK
But anywho, I fed (psi) from this kid that likes me and he fell asleep lol...it was so funny. I didn't even realize that I put him to sleep. He was wide awake and we were holding hands under the covers and I just kept taking energy. But not in a greedy way, I'm still getting use to feeling the energy going through me. But I didn't hurt him. It was cool.
I skipped my exam I had to take. I already failed that class. :( there's no point going to it.
Im going to go "see a movie" aka just hang out with friends lol...ill be back on tonight
Posted at 3:00 PM 0 comments
1/14/09
Long time!!
Well hello everyone. Thank You for taking the time to visit my blog :). But anywho I have been [pisses off] the last week or so. I don't know why I guess I'm getting pissed at how ignorant people can be.
First I almost got suspended from school. Im in a program at school called Success Academy, it helps student that are struggling, but most of the kids are in there because they are lazy. Well, everyone is in the same classes all day together so everyone is like a family. We all joke and butt into each others conversations with comments and jokes. Everyone is cool with it. These kids in the class were joking around calling this black girl gay and stuff. I turned around and said "I knew Keke was gay!! lol" (Keke is her name) She mumbled under her breath "Faggot" ok I'm gay, yeah but you have any right to call me that even when I was joking or not. I ignored it and started talking to my friend. I said "I'm tired of all these Niggers"
Pause Im not the lease a bit racist at all. She said a derogatory word so I said one to my friend. Not trying to let Keke hear. But someone over heard me and told Keke.
Keke attacks me with "Talk Shit Faggot!" "What you say Faggot." I lost it and yelled "I called you a FUCKING NIGGER!!!!!" crap lol...so we go down to that office to talk to the Dean and he was jumping on my ass because I called her a Nigger Umm no no. You don't do that with me.
So I told him I hate both words. I only said it because she called me a faggot first. It was blown out of proportion. Then she attacks me with "He's racist" and all this shit. Umm no.
In fact I asked all my black friends if I had a right to call her that. They said "Yeah she called you a faggot first, you can call her whatever you want." I understand 2 wrongs don't make a right. But it just slipped. I didn't even want her to hear it in the first place. Well any who, on top of that she started crying. I started laughing. The Dean was like "Is something funny?" I said "Yeah haha her fake ass tears." You can totally tell she was just trying to cry. It was a ridiculous situation that could have been avoided if I would have kept my mouth shut. But then again Im not going to let anyone show me up in front of the whole class. I know that might sound ignorant but thats just how I am.
But other then that. Everything has been fun and exciting. I've been feeding from the Elements. But still not satisfied at all. But "The Real World" is going to start soon. I still have to take a shower.
Peace.
Posted at 6:02 PM 0 comments
1/3/09
Hello long time no see!
It's been forever since I have posted anything. I have been busy with my friends. I am having so much fun just hanging out doing the things I want to do. But any who...
I have been doing a lot better with my cravings. Better figuring everything out with my vampyre awakening. Only two of my friends know Im a vampyre. But the strange thing is I have only known them for about 6 months. My dearest friend meagan I can't tell and I've know her 11 years. I think its because she knows me the best so she might think Im just fucking with her head. With the people that I have only known the shortest it's easier to tell them because they don't know all of me.
But anyways...I came across this woman that does Video Blogs about vampyres. Heres her YouTube profile http://www.youtube.com/user/Shaderraberry
Posted at 1:00 PM 0 comments